Tuesday, September 15, 2015

We are still here

Sorry Team, We have been busy living life :) a relatively "normal" life!!  Ha, normal?! What even is that?! 

Just some quick pictures of our girl!  She has been really good, obsessed with pigtails and dresses!  She started preschool which isn't her favorite thing quite yet, but I think eventually she will realize she has the sweetest teachers in town and she can have a lot of fun there!  Thankfully she loves daycare and just adores her Coral!







Lots of things are coming up... Definitely some exciting things, but I continue to find myself struggling to keep my mind on those positives!!  The fear in being done is so scary and what that means...  Trying to NOT live looking over my shoulder waiting for the ball to once again drop, fearing that our world will once again fall apart, and worse the fear of losing my precious girl to this awful disease. The fear will continue to try and haunt me and some days are definitely better/worse than others, but I do my best to LIVE each day joyful and thankful... And how dare I be sad or upset when I have this beautiful face looking up at me, telling me she loves me to the heavens!  


I love you Addie Lynn Brenden!!!  Please Jesus guard my girl from this beast or any others that may come her way!  Let her live a long, healthy and most of ALL happy life!  Thank you Jesus for this life and for these precious little girls that call me Momma!  Amen