Monday, May 26, 2014

Home

Addie is doing so well... Better than I could have ever imagined considering what she has already gone through!! She went from the healthiest girl (never needing to have an antibiotic) to already over 50 beads on her Beads for Bravery necklace! She is such a strong willed, happy girl! Since we have been home all she wants to do is be outside... two weeks in a dark hospital room explains why! Home has been hard for Mommy. It feels so normal and life is so far from normal... I have to remind myself to take it day by day and remain hopeful that our Heavenly Father will heal my beautiful little girl and take this all away!! Why did this happen?! I will never understand why but I have to trust that we will all come away from this horrific situation a better, happier family with three perfectly healthy girls!! Please Jesus let this be the case, let me watch my baby girl grow up... I can't imagine a life without her, nor do I allow myself! A life without my Addie Bean is a life that I do not want to live!! Thank you everyone for all of your prayers and support!! Thanks for the lovely gifts for the girls and the gift cards, money and food! We are so blessed to have such wonderful friends and family!! Please continue your prayers for our sweet Addie... Lots of love ❤️